Salam to me and to all who read this

Lately, I have made wrong choices, wrong words, and wrong thoughts. But it left me with unbelieveble experiences, I have seen such hate in me, that I will hate myself for that, but I would NOT let hatred engulf in my beautiful RED heart ever again, just be PEACEful as always.

I want to think and walk straight (to his path, Insya-ALLAH), never to astray, but as a inperfect human, there is always mistakes in what I do. But I don't want it to be that way.

And about me towards that person,

as time goes by, I have been neutral even though I still have the heart for that person, everytime when I get to see her again, I am swayed by her, and my heart starts to pound fast (Astaghfirullah). But I don't know if she still has feelings towards me? If she does, that is wonderful. But I try to "Istighfar" when everytime the feelings come by, its for me to control myself. Well, either of us shall not speak about this in public or neither to be spoken of to anyone ever again, InsyaALLAH.

I want to make life a worth while living, so that, I will always cherish what I have. Not regreting it instead. Always appreciate what He has gave me and say "Alhamdulillah", even though its a mistake, not to regret, but experience and not hate myself for it.

This is about me and My future Life, InsyaALLAH

I want to target what is more important for me, when I get what I need, and when the time comes, I will come back to Love, Insya-Allah.

In everything you do, do things not to be afraid of doing mistakes, and when there is mistakes, improve on it, and not to repeat them.


I hope I have learnt my mistakes, and be confident about it.


InsyaALLAH, Amin.


Wa'salammualaikum...