Salam
This is continuation from the previous post. Well, I apologise for the words I've said in the previous posts, and post in the facebook and stuff, please you guys, ignore them you must...
Anyway, I've realised something that, you can't take everything you wanted, even though its something truely precious to you. Don't cry over when it got missing or lost.
What I'm trying to say is, try to let go of my misery of losing that person. And destroy the feeling hatred towards it, its worthless and useless. There are more things I should worry about in Life, rather than letting myself be destroyed over such matter.
And its not I want this to happen, but its Allah's decision, so I have to let Him decide what's best for me.
But I still have to move on to this short term LIFE(Fannah), which alot of things I need to learn, and to worry about.
However, you can't escape from these things to happen in your life. Well I know myself, it happened to me twice, and so hurtful. But nevermind, it would matter anymore, its something I have to learn. Just taking care of myself...
I do'a for myself, not to hate someone or better, anyone. And release my anger.
Anyway, I'm going to say this once and for all, "I am truly sorry for my selfish acts that might hurt your feelings!!!". (This is the person whom I shell not tell, if you guys know it, just shut the crap out of it, this is my WARNING.)
Ok Apeace? Be Peaceful, as always! Not Hate. Not to Dissapoint. No Misery.
Stay clear-minded.
Learn from your mistakes, and not to repeat them.
Thank you.
PEACE...