Salams[Peace]

with the blessings from Allah s.w.t

I get to write this, Alhamdulillah.

Well, what I am doing currently is > I have started working since I left the "Crowd" of the Network Marketing company "Venture Era". Well, not really say quit lah, but I can I'm chilling down. I felt that I can't make to the extend where by I can't handle the condition. It is because I am really confusing myself without realising it. That is why I left the crowd.

Anyways, I felt better when I worked in a restaurant, or in Direct, Seoul Garden. Well, I find hard to get used to the "culture" there. But InsyaAllah, maybe as I go along, I will get used to it. Rather than I stuck with so called "The Crowd", I don't know how to manage, and always feeling stressed out with my parents and relatives. I don't think I can move on in Venture Era. And by the way, at first, I felt good in the business. Then suddenly my thinking changed and start to think that I don't want to be in the business anymore.

I finally realise that I wasted my time, money and effort in that. And I felt dissapointed and felt "kesal" of myself and of what I done. Because I did't listen to my parents. If lets say I did't continue on. I might have the chance to study again. Because now, I can't continue to study at High Nitec course. Now I just have to wait for my National Service. What a waste.

But now, its already too late to start over. I have wasted my time, I have to wait for the following year[s].

I just have to do'a so that I can get a better life. Hmmm, I just don't what to do.

All my planings has lost, I have to forcefully remake them. and DECIDE.


But luckily I decided to left the crowd anyway, thats the good thing. And now I'm working part-time as a waiter in Seoul Garden. Its better than nothing right?

At least I got some money to move on. But don't just depend on that, I also like to have experience, thats what matters most.



I think that all I have to say.

InsyaAllah will be coming back with good stories.



I will end this...

W'salam