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The Love I had for Allah is not enough... // Saturday 16 February 2008

As'salammualaikum

I tried my best to love you oh Allah, but still, its hard to relate this love to you.
please forgive of what I have done wrong, I had done a lot of sins.

I tried to know you more, and to love you more. Oh Allah, most gracious, most merciful. Please love me of what you loved Saiyidina Muhammad s.a.w, and his sahabahs.

Please open up my mind, cleanse out my darkened heart, give the "Nur" into me.

You are the most powerful, most creative, most merciful, you are the most perfect.

AllahuAkhbar...AllahuAkhbar...ALLAHUAKHBAR

Steps Back // Friday 15 February 2008

As'Salammualaikum & Hello

..hhmmmm,da lame gak ako tak type out to this blog. So at this point of time, takde keje kan? Type la siket2.

hmmm,okies.

Well, I am now in a situation of being in between of which I can't decide. But, as time goes by, It will be soon be solve.

But at this point of time, that I still kept making myself confused over such matters. For example, about what I am doing currently in VE. My dad, and also
my relatives told me to change the job that I'm currently in and find a new one.

But I tried to refuse to do so, and at some point of time, I really felt that I should change. But with the help of my seniors, I am able to maintain it.

I really need to say thanks to them for helping me, but I am still in a struggle situation. Therefore, I need to plan my way out of this struggling situation. Such as getting a part-time job as my sideline. As well as doing this business as my main.


Actually, before I came to this industry, I planned that after ITE, I wanted to have a job, to get some money to have some extra education. And after I finished my National Service, I will maybe/probably be in Polytechnic full-time. And Insya-Allah move on to University, if possible, target for overseas studies. As I am interested in design, it is better to go to overseas, but that is just my forward planning. I haven't really though of it yet.

But, when I joined this industry, suddenly, I felt that my plan will work. So I grab this chance to fight all the way. I will try my best.

Insya-Allah...



hmmm, but I also though of the outcome. Is this a reward from Allah, or it is just the test from him?

I wonder???

I will soon find out...